I have a million people to apologize to...

Well, me and Melissa and Mary... Aren't friends. I pushed it too far. I never had 'friends' of that manner. You know what I mean?
I honestly wish I could have them back. Like, you don't even know how bad.
I guess I will start with Mary. No words can explain how bad I feel. I have treated her SO BAD. And, I know that. And, I lashed out at her recently. I can't believe I did that. I have a horrible guilt inside. Look, I still want to be her friend. Crazy, right? Well... Yeah. I just want to stand in front of her, and cry, and beg for forgiveness. I have so much to say I am sorry about as in:
Calling her 'babe,' 'sweetheart,' 'sweety,' and some other things. I have to say sorry for insulting her and making her feel bad. For being... Clingy. For caring too much. I still care about her. I forgave her a long time ago, but, I haven't been forgiven. And, that is fine if she doesn't. But, I need her to hear me out. I am sorry Mary.


And, Melissa. I was too clingy. I did some things because I was upset with her. I was looking forward to something. Something I really wanted to do. Now I will get that song dedicated to the love birds. Oh well... Here is a little apology... Not enough though:
I am sorry for being clingy. I am sorry Melissa, for doing those stupid things. For loving you, I suppose. For everything I did wrong. For criticizing you. For doing it all wrong. I am sorry.



I am sorry. I swear. I promise. I wouldn't lie about this. I swear.


-Zack.