I am speaking up. I am laying it all down on that thin rigid line.

I don't do drugs. Never did Acid, never shot up Heroin, never snorted Cocaine, never puffed Marijuana. Never did it. Never abused my medication. I also never drank alcohol. No Whiskey, no Wine. Nothing. I am not Jim Morrison.
People said me saying this means I care too much, but it is true. But, guess what. I don't care what a damn person thinks right now. I want to go into a little white room, sit down in a damn chair, and has everyone of those freaks there watching. I want blood drawn, I want people hear I don't do drugs. And, they can all laugh at me once I cry like hell because I am so afraid of needles. They are one of the scariest things in the world to me. And, Pain is fine, Physically, but Emotionally. I am not going to take it anymore.
And, to every damn person who keeps saying and asking me about like Melissa. Get the hell of my back goddammit, I told you, and I am not going to tell you again Jesus Christ, I do not have feelings for Melissa. And, if you don't believe me, just look me in the eyes, and I will say straight to you. NO lies.


So, until I feel better, emotionally, personally. I guess I am not going to take another damn thing that comes towards me. You can take a damn hike if you do have something to say. So, go to Hell.


Sincerely,
Your one and only Love, Zack...