December 23, but, not early in the morning.

Today so far has been a fairly decent day. A man I thought I could never see a thing in, I now see him as a beautiful man. Tupac Shakur. I read his Poetry Book entitled: "The Rose That Grew From Concrete." His Poetry was beautiful. I could not believe the beauty in his words. I share some of his views. He was very misunderstood, and I think I am, too. I know I am. And, Tupac, you were a beautiful man, and, you are greatly missed.
Other than that, I have had a decent day, well, so far. I am going to a Christmas Party tonight, where my brother works. It should be great fun. But I have nothing to say about it. I have nothing to say about the party. So I will move on.
I really want to talk about something new, but I can't. I would like to, but again, I can't. I want to talk bout a somebody. But, I can't, because I don't know what to say. I am feeling awkward. Don't even ask. But, again, I have the bestest friends a person could ask for, really. I swear, I am having a Merry Pre-Christmas... Yeah... And, it is odd... Because they are girls... But, that doesn't really matter. So it isn't odd... It is amazing. But, I won't ask them out... Because... I want to keep them as good friends. And, never want to break their Hearts. But, maybe someday. I don't know... Really, I am so happy, but, yeah. I Love Mary To Death. And, you know what, Melissa is amazing. If you want to fight about it... Find me... I will beat you, because... I have passion.
I have nothing else to say... But, I will close with a Poem...

In a world, here I was,
no one around, feelings I had none,
with cold air blowing in my face, my eyes filled with tears,
I had nothing but myself, and, sometimes, that isn't good enough.
But, they say, we have guardian angels,
watching over us,
I believe it true, but I am not sure if you do.
And, I have one... Maybe more,
my crying is now not of sorrow,
but of laughter,
and Love,
everlasting.
For today.
Until the Day I Die... And longer.
I give my Love To You.
You know who you are,
whether there is one
or
two.
I do
Love
You.